8 weeks

So I am 8 weeks as of Friday.  And I am starting to get worried.  I have not been having many symptoms.  And so I did a little googling and that was a mistake.  It is like looking something up on web md.  You have a headache and sinus pressure, well you could have allergies, or you could have a brain tumor.  So that was kind of how it went with my 8 weeks with no pregnancy symptoms search. 

Everything came up from" you are fine and consider yourself lucky that you are not hugging the toilet" to "something might be wrong with the baby" to " a missed miscarriage" 

So I am freaking out!!!!!

We have our first appointment tomorrow so hopefully, I can beg my Doctor to let me get an ultrasound, so I can know if my baby is dead or not...I also had this fear when I was pregnant with Ben, and my wonderful doc took pity on me. 

Part of me knows how I am being silly, and the other part knows how many women have experienced the tremendous pain and reality of losing a pregnancy.  So hopefully I will have good news tomorrow.