9 weeks

Well I am 9 weeks almost 10 weeks, and we have our first ultrasound tomorrow!  I feel relief since I went to the OB last week.  She said everything feels fine, my uterus feels about 8-9 weeks so hopefully the ultrasound tomorrow will just confirm that everything is alrighty.

In other news for pregnancy symptoms I still feel bad off and on.  Some days I feel great, tired but great.  Then in a couple Today was a day that I felt great in the morning, but now feel lousy.  And I feel like a terrible mother for my poor little man.  He wants me to be silly and play and go outside, and yet when I sit up I can feel the chunks rise in my throat.

I have not actually thrown up yet, I just feel terrible for the rest of the day.  I had the same problem when I was pregnant with Ben.  The waves of nausea are terrible.  I almost envy my friends who throw up.  Once they throw up they feel better and are fine for the rest of the day. 

I am excited for the end of the 1st trimester and to hopefully start feeling better on a more consistent basis.  And I apologize for the ramble, this is kind of how my head feels right now.