Feeling Better

So I am feeling better about having another baby

I am still freaked out but obviously, I am an ok mom with Ben.  He is still alive and in good health, and meeting his milestones so I am doing something right.  And if it is daycare, or me or my parents, or the hubs, or some whacky combination then I'm ok with that.  I mean it takes a village right...

I know the next couple of years will be sleep deprived, and crazy and full of new things (and just when things settle down we will do something stupid like have a 3rd baby). I know at the end of the day I will have 2 perfect children, and a husband who loves me.  I may not have makeup on or perhaps have not showered that day and will get knowing glances from other seasoned mothers in the grocery store, but I can do it and I'm a good mom, and I'm freaking having another baby!

Whew, I also believe hormones have something to do with the swing from yesterday's panic and today's clarity.